.Thursday, May 10, 2012 ' 7:10 AM Y
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hello pppppeeeeepppaaaaal.. ow are you?
still got time to read my my blog.. haiyyaaa.. you such a great friend. yOUR A FRIEND OR A SECERT ADMIRER?aink..*winkwink*
anyway what else can i do?
start a new life in ite. not as nitec anymore.
as higher nitec! can you believe it? even i myself still cant believe.
till now. i always though myself as a nitec student but i standing at higher nitec. just 2 more years im gonna go poly. plan to go sp but still long way for me.
friens?
well what can i say. AWESOME PEOPLE. can see the bond as a class but. ermm. not all. i still felt left out again. the guys.. awesome but havent get the chances to talk to any of them.or maybe i have to start first but something tell me that they dont evem bother. hais.
karma.. please do your job. i cant do anything for now. i miss my ioh when they start to treat like im nothing at all. i wonder why? what have i done to them? tell me what i hve done to you.
af
anyway
.Thursday, December 8, 2011 ' 9:12 AM Y
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Today noting better to do!!
Been staying at home for almost 1 week.
can be crazy tau!! but lucky tmr will tag mommy to marina.
Saturday will be going to Granny house
sunday Wedding
Monday brother last day at house
and tuesday im happy cause bro going to NS.
I dont know what i am going to do with my life.
I always wanted the best.
I dont want to study anymore and want to travel around the world but
we cant afford to go somewhere far then malaysia. haiz. this is life.
i really want to get married and have a husband that can support me in whatever we need in life and afterlife but to find a prefect guy is quite hard. i have to keep searching now.
donne lah!! wont be happening!
.Wednesday, December 7, 2011 ' 9:56 AM Y
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Did i tell you that im having a brand new nephew.
Benjamin PharrelAditya! i think.
i forget his name alrdy. we called his "Adik".
my smiling baby.
he love to smile. now his alrdy 8 months.
how far he grow!!
will be taking his photo if i give the chances to!
.Tuesday, December 6, 2011 ' 9:51 AM Y
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Hello people!!
its been a long time since i last update my blog.
Things were doing great after last year and i happy i guess.
i miss doing blog and stuff hopefully i can update it. i even have tumblr but its dead and my other blog i forget the password. haiyo! i can be old something. but i love my new blog backgroud so maybe i will change it to here.
if you have the time, do look at my new-forget the password blog. its kinda emo-ing there. its about HIM. i hope i get over him.
but i dreamt about him , wanna to know?? well i will tell anyway since no one will reply.
its goes like this :
i was in a shop/room i dont recall that. but i saw him opp. my "shoproom".
i was walking around his workplace to get him notice me but fail cause for what i remember he was working in seoul garden with his gf so i dont want to bother him.
after a while i heard someone knocking my "shoproom" and i said " come on".
its was HIM. he came to my shopplace and said " B!" he came up to me and hug me. i felt his hug and i let go since im not a good huggerand stuff. we was talking when i hear another knock onmy door and when i said come in. its was his gf calling his home but the good thing is that his gf can let us hug goodbye.
i do miss him but i tired of waiting. i want to stand for myself.
There no point turning back when his happy with his love one.
i risk my love toward him jus to see him smile because when he smile i smile.
donne!! peace yo! will update soon i guess!
.Thursday, February 10, 2011 ' 7:42 AM Y
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Hello people...i gonna make a new blog maybe by the end of this months
i been busy rite nw!!
.Tuesday, February 8, 2011 ' 5:14 AM Y
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Fcuk ya! i miss writing in these blog. im so sure no one will read this post again coz my blog is dying.
The last time i post was on 2010. And now im starting a new year!
fun rite!!??!! how your new year?? well as for me, i found what i wanted the rest of 2010.
im happy now. wait!!! i stiil a kpop freak, yes!
Currently, i met someone really open my heart but his heart have been taken.
well what can i do? i was late! LOLS. Outer super not my type but Inner! yes! i cnt said anything.
But theres for 1 week before i know he was taken! LOLS. and his inner was not that really good!
so im still single and still available for love.
Even i fail one last 2 years and i give up on it. But i have hopes now.maybe..
hahaha will update if god wills.
to lazy to type!
.Sunday, August 8, 2010 ' 9:33 AM Y
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Woah!! it been a long long long time since i update my blog. Not just blog i even never update my Tumblr.My life, no need to talk about it anymore. Cause just a few things change and noting worth to know.And yes, i update cause i feel something wrong in my life which i want everyone to know.
I maybe lost my way to study but I NEVER LOST MY WAY TO SUCCESS.
Sometime i always think, must people look down on me cause i never even get to school like everyone. or like , why she never go to work ?
Maybe you are right but thats always wrong. 1st thing is you don't really understand who is yaniebangs. And second, it not that i never try. It just not my luck to get that. maybe this maybe the best year of some but to me. How can i be happy when i only have is my family,my ecstasy and 1 friend. I make friend but i cant trust them that easy.
I really miss secondary life and i always look forward for meeting up character's but i know they are busy and have no time to slack like what im been doing.I understand what people gone with. I have to make my life better cause the one thing that make my story prefect is the main character which is me. i must end my story with a prefect ending.
